I Want More

I am happy....
Yesterday and Now....
Not because U here....
But more attention gave to me....
That's different with other....
But frightening me also....
Is there any moment like this next time?
Made me comfortable and silent
That's not a sin if I want more
for your love and care
'cause supposed to that way in our love

Please understand me and my love
I wont to be alone now....
I couldn't stand it if that happen to me

Feeling hurt as always I felt not make me stringer anymore....
But made me drown in the deep pain

Please understand me....
Please understand my love
Please understand my life

Why Love Make My Tears Drops Again

Stupid...stupid thing happen again....

The final exam always hold us tight....
Sometimes I felt very hurt inside....
but in the same time I can laugh sweetly....

When I could find my comfortable phase?
Looks far...far away from me....
Did I should make a something now....

Pain in my heart....Tears drop from my eyes....

I was very disapointed....

MY LOVE HAVE A LONG JOURNEY

2 years not a short time, we're realize that's so many precious moment we spent together.
I remembered our first kiss at 3.30 in the morning,
That's shocked me and made me jump into a next desicion.
Begining not easy for us to except this condition.
To be a lover was a big comitment, we didnt dare to follow our heart in rush.
Many memories as a wonderfull moment I kept in my heart,
Many good thing U gave to us and made me believe that's U the one.
Did I have to deny all?
No I wont, it's to much valuable to reject from my mind.
I hope I will more struggle to except all the pain and healing for U.
Please not again left me behind.
Cause I know we have a very long journey to reach our dream.
Cause I know that's I gave my heart to U already.

GREAT SUPPORT

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Happy with Me and U

Yesterday....

Now....

Tomorow....

I just want to be happy

with U

Engagement Proposal

This night became one of an our's historical time

Why this question around my mind

It's that my thought or not, but I felt different way U love
It's that my prediction or not, but I wonder something happen next
Please told me what's your feeling now,
Dont let me keep asking in my mine,
Please said something to me dear,
I always wonder I got fear
My pray on you, comfortable feeling true
My wish on you, love keep hold you

I WANNA TALK FREE

It's all about open and free communication, today.
You've got to say what you feel as soon as you feel it! I
t's time to liberate your mind and free yourself to say whatever comes to mind at the moment it pops up in your brain.
You're open to the fact that once or twice you might say something silly.
You might stick your foot in your mouth, but so what?
That's a small price to pay for feeling free and open with the people you'll be dealing with, today.

Embarrassment can bring people closer.

Love is Pain

Felt beauty and pain,
Felt sweet and felt hurt,
Felt happy and sad,

Felt anything uncomfortable,
When you felt in love....

LOVE FOR M3

Love is life,
Love is Happy,
Love is Sad,
Love is Laugh,
Love is Tears,
Love is in my life,
Love is You

UNCOMFORTABLE NOT A SIN

Bismillah,

Try to accept things they way they are right now, Even if they're not exactly how you want them to be.

Keep in mind that things will never be perfect.
So the sooner you can learn how to be more flexible, the better!
Being uncomfortable, either emotionally or physically, isn't necessarily a bad thing, anyway.
There is a lot of opportunity for growth when you are struggling to make things better.
If everything was easy, then attaining things wouldn't be very rewarding.

God will help His child....

Alhamdulillah

WE NEVER KNOW

My Heart need something peacefull....
And we never know where we can find it....
But I am 100% sure....
Right now....beside U....we can find it together

BITT3R SWE3T

I am not in good mood this time, sometime I laughed.....sometime I cried.....
Would U please imagine how I felt now.... Even I tried hard to be tuff like iron...
Still hurt inside and want to scream loudly.....I am not comfortable.....
I need to take a break for this session....

I am very very glad when U care off me this time, after long journey U came to me first....
I am very excited and curious...why U did that to me....
Did U miss me? Did U need me this time? Did U want me? Did U care off me? Did U Love me?....That stupid question round and round in my bead and never stop....
Even U kiss me a lot....Even U make love with me.....that's question haunted me....

Which part of me that's scare U.....Why U build the other alternative.....Did U think this love was a game.....or fortune cookies to win.....I don't know....

I just wanna cry.....
I just wanna cry.....

and must eat this bitter sweet cookies alone.....

Hope U find me and hold me.....

Heavenly

What a feeling, Its heavenly, heavenly
Thats how it feels when youre with me
Angels above could only be Just half as happy as me
Its heavenly, heavenly

Each time our lips touch breathlessly
Oh what a thrill to know our hearts agree
And with each kiss I can tell Love like this will weave a spell
Oh were in love for all its worth So much in love right here on earth
Its heavenly, heavenly

Our love was always meant to be
Faithful forever free So heavenly
And with each kiss I can tell love like this
Will weave a spell Oh were in love for all its worth
So much love right here on earth Its heavenly, heavenly

Our love was always meant to be
Faithful forever free So heavennnn-ly
What a feeling

U right, we have a long journey to get home....
I rather confused when U said that,...but now I can see what U mean
Perhaps not from me....finally I know that's from U....
I am so sorry for your unconvenient experience last time...
And I am so sorry when I pushed U to know exactly what U want...

Please, help me to fix this releationship...
Miss U

My dream was down yesterday....
Even I always prepare for anything possible....
I still feeling hurt....
I know something wrong will come to my life soon....
But I realize that's I am just a person who always tried only....
Perhaps, its doesnt mean anything if I know early....
Perhaps, its very easy to say white lie....
Perhaps, I was blind in my straight ways....
But I saw all I felt....
I never wrong with my feeling....
U must learn that....
I just need a break for healing my pain
I need it....very need it...

Consid3r m3 Forever

We tried so hard to made everything well....but not done yet
We tried so hard to understand each other....but not fine yet
Pleas3...pleas3...do not follow direction...not supposed to follow instruction...
Pleas3...pleas3...pleas3...follow your love to find m3...and I'll move there too...to find U
Consider U to marry m3...
Consider me to get marry...
Consider that's all for forever...
m3 and U

Dont Say Hello to m3 Forever

Be Crazy

I wonder if.....
someday U find another interest object but me
I wonder if.....
something on me not comfortable U anymore
I wonder if.....
I lost U for several time

Do U still find me for 'Ur precious love.....

I wonder if.....

Always.......

BEAUTIFUL DARK CANCER LADY
....................
wHO AlwaYs lOVE u MoRE evERydAy
ALWAYS WAITING FOR YOU IN THE CORNER OF HER HEART

Marriage Morning

Light, so low upon earth, You send a flash to the sun. Here is the golden close of love, All my wooing is done. Oh, the woods and the meadows, Woods where we hid from the wet, Stiles where we stay'd to be kind, Meadows in which we met!
Light, so low in the vale You flash and lighten afar, For this is the golden morning of love, And you are his morning star. Flash, I am coming, I come, By meadow and stile and wood, Oh, lighten into my eyes and heart, Into my heart and my blood!
Heart, are you great enough For a love that never tires? O' heart, are you great enough for love? I have heard of thorns and briers, Over the meadow and stiles, Over the world to the end of itFlash for a million miles.
by Alfred, Lord Tennyson

Faithfully Yours

you already fill my emptyness
no such words I explain could tell your kindness
Maybe haven had just missed one of guardian angel
love you...

ENDLESS LONGING

Tonight the stars were fierce in their beauty,
and all because you came to paint alters in my sky.
And now you burn in every drop of my blood,
and I'm made of endless longing.

You burn and inspire my life so unforgettable

I Miss U

I miss you.
I miss your warm eyes,the way you listen and care. I miss your kisses and all that we share.
I miss you.
I miss the touch of your hand,so reassuring and sincere, and the moments we spend together I hold dear.
I miss you.
I miss all of the caring things you do,and spending the evening alone with you.
I miss you.
I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now...I miss you