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Saturday 22 February 2014

"Make You Feel My Love"

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love



Saturday 15 February 2014

My girl's way to University

During the end of last year, my girl said to me that Germany will be the last choice for her university programm. She still straight on her passion, bussiness school program, cause she wanted so much to work at multi national company. She was not interest for local company, that's why she want to study on international bussiness. I gave her change to go to IBS (ITB) but she choose KKI Manajemen at UI. Simple reason that she didn't want to live at Bandung. Se wasn't intereting to stay and study there. For preparation, she take Social Course beside Science Course.

Beginning this year she asked again, did she can took another private university beside UI, she became so sure about alumny from UI. On her opinion, not ready for bussiness world and haven't good network. Some of her friend tried at Prasetya Mulya, she asked promission to get test there but I ignore it cause not worth it enough than UI. She tried to asked for another University like Trisakti, Atmajaya, IIBI etc, but still I refused it, cause that's not enough for her dream.

I still asked her to consider IBS (ITB), cause many cases I seen enough proof of the 'product'. Like Dea, her bestfriend, right now she had part time work at finland after finish her academic curriculum at IBS (ITB) for 2 years. She spend her graduate cause she had enough time (she still 19th years old). Another case was Wahyu, a son of Fasli Jalal, he more elder than Dea, he already had a extend master programm after 3 years finish from IBS (ITB). They all now work at MNC as recomended from ITB alumny.

With her passion like Dea or Wahyu, but didn't want to study at IBS (ITB) cause at Bandung, I must find another alternatife who had the same result with ITB. I offer Binus International to my girl, she refuse it. She said that Binus just had a very good facility. So where else I have offering her?

Oppurtunely, January 25th I had wedding invitation at PTIK and in the same time at JCC have university exibition. They had public and private university to offer every student who came there, including UI, Trisakti, Atmajaya, Prasmul, Binus etc. After my invitation event over, I took my girl to see that exhibition and I told to her to find information as much as she want. I just follow her walk. In my observation there, based on pro active student who offering their university, I choose 3 university there, Binus, ESQ and SGU. But I still quiet, waiting my girl told me about her searching there. But she told me something, that she disapointed cause UI didn't serve well as another. She had difficult tie to get information from UI stand, cause their student just know their own major, not another major. For KKI, there's no student serve the information. 

After we're out from the arena, I took her lunch and asked her opinion about that exhibition. I asked her, Did she had a satisfied information from the stands? She answered that only had from Trisakti, Binus and ESQ, nt else. Than I asked again, who serve you better for the question you asked? For Trisakti, the lecturer gave her wide information, at Binus, all the informan was a student and I had the answer for all her question. Than I continued my question, which one do you choose for get admission form, she still said Trisakti and Binus. Trisakti she already knew all information she need, but at Binus, the schoolarship it will be the interesting one.

I think more wiser to direct my girl to think about her dream to work at MNC and have aa very good and wide network, if she want to reach all her dream, which university who will gave her opportunity to get it? Just see their 'product' at the exhibition.She explain that Binus had a good track, cause their plan to get consumen to their stand with strategy and manage very well. The information could she get from any of them, they had a very wide knoledge of their university, so they can 'sell' it. Very different with Trisakti, the lecturer explain all the programm, their student just sit and smile. At ESQ had a pro-active student, but their university had run a year and not get accreditation yet.She beg me to get my promission for Binus admission and I said if you get schoolarships you can get it. 

February 9th, my girl have test at Binus, and I get brunch invitation with executive dean to explain all programm. My girl had to get TPA, Toefl and interview test, a full day. Mostly, their program similar with IBS-ITB. For International Bussiness, my girl have to get sandwich programm 3+1 years. She still dream to o to germany and take double degree at CBS (Cologne Bussiness School). 

Yesterday we had a result test, and my girl passed + 50% schoollarships. Looks like she get a way to go there. I asked again to her, did she still want to get SBMPTN for KKI UI? She anwered, if she just can go with Binus only. So, I had to faced that my girl already choice her way life and I must support her.

May Allah give a strange to support all she need for her dream.

Tuesday 11 February 2014

BEAUTY M3

Early February, I had invitation for my moms birthday ... including her books launch too. Cause the venue in 5 stars hotel and its looks like i had no style for very long time .. this moment inspired me to make different m3.  I open my make make up case and I need some new things to buy and make complete them. My girl suggestion goes to something light to ware and valueable.

Start with based and some decorative supplies, I tried the new one from Body shop. Not sticky and very easy to apply on my skin.


I choose more light colour for make my face bright and fresh. Even I had a lot of colour on may beautycase, looks like natural one's more comfortable to choose this time. The important thing's before using all of this, we must tried. This session ussually made me want to escape, but not this time .. so inspired me to use it. Strange.





A lot of colour and product inside this black box. But I must tried if I dont want failure tomorow. So, I practice some for my eyes and my lips, before that I had to make sure to apply my based materials.


Looks .. this eyes I tried with pink color for natural one. But I made black liner to defined my eyes. Gived a tail on outside corner .. make it straight.


I done with my eyes, and I tried to for my lips. I choose pink colour. So baby pink. Looks like very natural colour. I got my eyes but not my lips. Thanks GOD I tried this session before. Eliminate my failure before thats time.


I knew that every women want to make "faces" perfect in time ... but the tried session, for me, need to passion it first. So at my moms venue I change it ... this one definitely made me confident.


Different Colour but my choose never be wrong.
Happy Birthday 64'th moms .. and gratefull for you, may Allah bless both of you.


 Sultan hotel, February 4th 2014


Saturday 1 February 2014

I CONSUME DRUGS

Lately, as a doctor suggestion, I consume a medicine for make rise LDL production. Once a day at night, must be taking with eating arangement and body work-out for 45 minute a day. My blood pressure going up, 145/95 that's not good for low blood pressure like me, the indicated goes to cardiovascular problem.

Today, I have to take another medicine called concor, even I take a very small dozzis, still haunted me about cardiovascular problem. Fast heart beat more than 120 per sec, very high for me.

You know what, I feel terrible with this condition, just tried hard to be possitive thinking, must have a healthy life for my girl. Looks like I have to faced alone to be struggle and not make my girl worried with her life...



This one called concor for cardiovascular


and this one Lipitor for make rise LDL production

Did I have to find something make me happy to erase all of this or I accept this situation alone?

I want nothing anymore

I remember when my watch clocking in my ear's, pass of midnight still chat in my note with you. reminding our child time's story, try to find something missing pieces in my life. The one who always haunted in my dream, keep my safe in many ways, playing together, eating something homely in my mouth, but I didnt know your name, just said my closed dear friend. The puzzle tried to push me to make it complete, conecting untold story from my childhood eyes, even always silent, but always looking forward.

Your cheekbone kiss still the same feeling like familiar before, like when you gave me your bread for me. I remember your struggle to convice me that the way we walk in was the life God choosing for us. The samething when you tried to make me follow you after my swam time. Should be nice to have a dream with you, when the feeling so fullfill with love.

Very good time to touch my heart with a wonderfull moment we have together in the past. Un-revealed puzzles become a perfect picture when we collected one by one and perfect in time. The love we build together seem very perfect and strong bound us in it. And I fly with you with the pure love I dreamt about before.


I never doubt your love. Our past time to made us convinience each other, we choose this, remember. I am very hard hope someday it will no change of it. I was very happy to be with you.

Sad time come lately, improve with very busy and unconditional moment. Distance apart us, communication not avilable in the air anymore. Finally, I cant make a voice and tried to be silent. My heart start bleeding, my tears always falling, and my world spinning around me but pushed me to walk alone. There's no you beside me, disapear like our lost teenage story.



I have no passion of love anymore, walking alone very painfull for me. I didnt ask your promise to me, make it free for you. Cause I want nothing anymore.